Getting out of a rut..

I am bound and determined to get out of this overwhelming rut I feel like I've been in lately.  It just seems sometimes like life's troubles overtakes my little world.  Case in point, I called my insurance company last month to see if they'd cover a flu shot.  They declared "YES!"...so I got one at my dr visit, only to receive a statement in the mail yesterday showing they aren't gonna cover nuthin'.  Why?  I called today and found out.  Its because I had already 'used up' my routine wellness amount they give me for a year.  A measley $100..you know how far that goes at a doctors office!  Oh well..mistake made I guess.  I just felt like I'd been lied to.  Anywho.  I got up today thinking I'm going to get things accomplished.  So I've been on the phone (as much as I hate that)..trying to get to the bottom of some of my medical bills..and figuring out whats the next plan of action I should take (instead of waiting until its too late to do something about it).  So far, I'm feeling a tiny bit better.  And although all the news I've taken in in the past hour hasn't all been what I'd hoped to hear...its progress and I know more now than I did an hour ago.  God calls us to be bold (I believe..anyways).  If we don't have boldness in our lives, how can we expect to move forward..to find whats best for us..and to see whats out there?  It goes along with alot of different aspects of life.  Would you be with your spouse if you didn't have the boldness to say 'yes' to that first date?  Would you have your job had you not bothered to go to the interview..or have that promotion if you didn't have the boldness to talk to your boss?  The likely answer would be no. 

I think this stroke of boldness calls for some homemade cookies, don't you?