Prayer for my sanity!

Ok..I want to go ahead and warn you..this is a total 'vent' post..so bear with me if you chose to continue reading!  I found out today that my doctor isn't in my 'network' of providers.  Niccceeee.  Great thing to find out when your getting close to the HALFWAY point of your pregnancy!!  But there is hope.  I can ask her to join my network by filling out a paper (which is being sent to me by the HR person w/Damons work)..so I'm going to do that when I see her next week.  I also was able to nominate her and the group she works with online..so maybe that will help too.  I just hope next week isn't my last time seeing her because I really like my doctor!  She's so funny (hilarious, actually) and sweet.  Always ready to listen to any concern or question I may have.  I love the atmosphere at the office and even the nurses are great!  Makes me wonder if I should have thought beforehand..is all of this too good to be true?  Hopefully things will work out.  I've just been so stressed after finding all of this out..plus dealing with my ongoing crazy insurance company and things they've been sending me in the mail (I dont want to go there!) but after finding out all hope is not lost with the forms I can get my doctor to fill out..I'm much better now.  Just needing to spend some time in prayer with God about all of this.  My next doctors appointment is next tuesday..the 16 week mark!  I've been anxious to hear the babys hearbeat again (seems like its been forever since I last heard it)..it will be a big relief to hear that sweet sound again!  Anyways..wanted to ask all you sweet, caring bloggers out there to join me in prayer about all of this craziness!!  Thanks for listening to me do some grumbling...